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I Can’t Fix It Anymore
The need to HAVE EVERYTHING SOLID SO NOTHING BAD HAPPENS IS AN OVERWHELMING LOAD TO CARRY. I HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN FOR EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE TO ALWAYS KNOW A WAY TO FIX EVERYTHING THAT COMES MY WAY. I carry the load by myself and I show up for myself.…
Hiding My Emotions From My Children
The other day, I realized I wasn’t doing my children any favors by hiding how I felt when they did something that hurt or betrayed me. I used to think that being strong for them meant masking my emotions whenever they made choices that cut deep. The truth is, when they would disobey or lie,…
Hiding Behind Jesus
I used to love the idea that people needed to see Jesus when they looked at me, because it allowed me to remain invisible. It meant I didn’t have to be accountable for myself; I could simply hide behind someone great instead of staying present and showing up. But that illusion fell apart when I…
